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[07 Apr 2004|12:36am]
haha right

truepunk
You're a True Punk. You know that punk isn't all
about studded jackets and mohawks. If you're
political, you're actually informed. Most of
the stuff you love is from before the 80s,
though you know bands like Fugazi kept the
spirit going.


You Know Yer Indie. Let's Sub-Categorize.
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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
an die Tafel? 8. Was sagt der Lehrer? 9. Wann schreibt Herbet
(german for beginners)

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
I dont touch anything

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
my sisters and I watched "cheaper by the dozen"

WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
11:45

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
11:49

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
music from the computer?

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
my sister and I went to the video store to rent that movie

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
msn?

9: What are you wearing?:
my sweatpants, shirt, and jacket

10: Did you dream last night?
yeah but it's kind of hazy.

11: When did you last laugh?
oh me and my sisters are always nattering on about something

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
a calendar, a painting of a beach, a painting my aunt did, photos of my sisters and I, etc etc

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
I see weird things everyday...today I saw my mother get very frustrated over something very trivial, which isnt like her

14: What do you think of this quiz?:
it,s different than most

15: What is the last film you saw?:
cheaper by the dozen

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
plane tickets, hotel reservations (for my sister and I), all kinds of great furniture for my new place, that I would also buy, I'd buy my dad really kick ass tickets for the tennis we're seeing this summer, I'd send my sisters on the snowboarding trip they wanted to take this month, except instead of BC, it'd be like, switzerland or something, man, alot of things

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I've never really hated anyone or been in love.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
I'd be much too afraid to mess up everything no matter how small the change was, and being trusted with such a responsibilty would be too much for me, so I would make it so that um, well I'd change something that really didnt matter. like I would have a peice of gingerbread cake from my work right now. I dont think that would deeply affect anything

19: Do you like to dance?:
I love to dance

20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
margo

21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
colin

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
yeah i'd think so

23: Will you pass on this survey?:
sure, through livejournal
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[20 Mar 2004|05:50pm]
on the topic of customer service

-theres only so much patience you can have with an idiot
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[13 Mar 2004|05:38pm]

ok

instructions

1.enter your first name only into google then clock on the image tab

2.pick your favorite three then post em

these are mine )

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stolen from joey [06 Mar 2004|03:39pm]
he is brilliant

"ironic clothing...

have you ever noticed that most people who wear tool shirts, would in fact be tools.. or that a majority of people who wear clothing with flames on them deserve to go up in them. "
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ok I dont know how to "strikeout" so I am using italics for the doesnt apply to me category [06 Mar 2004|03:27pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | dire straights ]

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a journal cut

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


other months )

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[12 Feb 2004|11:54pm]
hey everybody!

....flin flon!
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[12 Feb 2004|11:54pm]
you are no one
no one. 0 scene points. you don't go to shows, you
suck.


how many scene points do you have?
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i made it [12 Jan 2004|12:29am]
I made it through the border. seeing bowie tomorrow. at the lamest party ever....this is so high school
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[09 Jan 2004|05:06pm]
tomorrow I leave for minneapolis

the customs people, the police, my lawyer. no one can really tell me anything. my mom tells me to try my luck at the border. and so does our driver, she's ok with driving back if I get denied. sooo, that's what I'm doing

it's hard to get excited when you dont know for sure if you even get to go

if I dont go to the show in minneapolis, I'm gonna fly to calgary to hang out with my friends out there, and see the show there

either way it will be fun.

anyways, wish me luck!
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[04 Jan 2004|04:51pm]
fuck.

david bowie in minneapolis next week

and I have a thought that maybe I can't cross the border due to some dumb bullshit, bleh. I didnt even do anything ok.

some asshole decided to use her old fake ID from when she was underage, with my name on it, when she got arrested in quebec. and then not show up for her court date.
and so there is a warrant for my arrest.........

I really really really hope the border guy is some decent person who will look at me and say "this girl is just wanting to go to the david bowie concert, I hope she has a fun time"...

let's just hope everything goes well....

maybe my lawyer can sort things out this week. but I really really doubt it
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[03 Jan 2004|05:16pm]
I've been shopping. I know you all care about the deals I got so here goes

-duke ellington CD 4 bucks
-dizzy gillespie CD 4 bucks
-James brown 4 bucks

and all of those are good discs, not like, 20th century comps

ziggy stardust DVD, no deal
a necklace original 110$, i got it for 35
and a shirt, 20 dollars off


I'm so pleased
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[02 Jan 2004|10:35pm]
for those of you who dont have my friend joey on their livejournal, (that's all of you), I must share with you a few of the things joey accomplished this new years eve

-successfully turning down some sleaze using only dance moves
-dry heaving
-auditioning for and joining a traveling burlesque troupe.
-making the new years resolution to become god
-attending a dyke orgy at the verge
-offending everyone i came into contact with
-making out with many people (only one of which i wanted too)


those are the best ones jo. I must see your turning down the sleaze dance next time I'm in town.
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[21 Dec 2003|09:00pm]
ok. first off I do lots of surveys so I need to know how to do those little link things so that you dont have to even see it if you dont want to read my survey things.

I AM: pretty tired
I WANT: a week off
I HAVE: christmas day off
I WISH: I had money to travel
I HATE: trash
I MISS: long summer vacations with nothing to do because you are too young to work
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: new york dolls-trash
I SEARCH: ....
I WONDER: what my life will be like in 5 years
I REGRET: many things
I ALWAYS: have my purse on me. i dont understand those girls who don't carry a purse. or boys for that matter
I AM NOT: trash
I DANCE: all the time
I SING: all the time
I CRY: when I'm pouring my heart out
I AM NOT ALWAYS: drunk
I WRITE: in my livejournal too much lately.
I WON: at freecell
I LOSE: freecell from time to time if I dont carefully plan my moves
I CONFUSE: people with my messages. I leave the worst awnsering machine messages ever
I NEED: to have this song played over and over for at least another half hour
I SHOULD: go pee or smoke or something
MY FATHER THINKS I AM: bad ass
MY MOTHER THINKS I AM: bad ass
MY [EX] BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND THINKS I AM: n/a
3 THINGS YOU'RE COMPLIMENTED FOR:
1. shoes
2. glasses
3. being sweet apparently?

YES OR NO
You keep a diary: yes and it's lovely, thanks esther I love writing in it
You like to cook: not tons, but I like sitting down to a meal I made myself and enjoying it
You have a secret: yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: 2 hours and 10 minutes ahead. or something
You bite your fingernails: rarely. I clean the pretty obsessively though
You believe in love: yes

THE PRETTIEST FEMALE YOU KNOW: Patricia from calgary
THE PRETTIEST MALE YOU KNOW: kym? no wait. JOEY
THE WIERDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: christina
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: marielle
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: my sister
WHAT IS YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AIM: haha cool
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: oh whatever's on my mind that night. probably some useless thought about the book I've just put down or about work the next day
YOUR BEST FEATURE: I have excellent taste
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: no. I take baths, and every day or other day
THINK YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: no
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
ANY TATTOOS/WHERE?: no
PIERCINGS/WHERE?: no
GET MOTION SICKNESS: rarely. sometimes though when I read
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: haha no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: mostly.
SCREEN NAMES: right now it's "I'll get you a satanic mechanic"
SIGN: gemini
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: green

FAVORITES
NUMBER: I dont care
COLOR: green
DAY: whichever day I have off
Month: october. june
SONG: gloria-patti smith
FOOD: salad. ceasar salad
SEASON: I like all the seasons except winter. fall stands out and summer more than spring though
SPORT: I dont do sports. I like watching gymnastics
DRINK: diet coke
VEGGIE: green peppers, cucumbers, onions

PREFERENCES
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? both
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? not really
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah last night I bought a bunch of beer
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, but I'm going in about an hour
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: this one
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE?: um. probably my sister
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here's an update [21 Dec 2003|03:37pm]
I had a fabulous time last night for the first time in ages, I'm really happy that I had fun. I needed it.

christmas is soon. that should be a nice time.

my sister got me this book I really wanted. I'm so excited for that.

I'm reading catch 22 right now. history doesnt interest me. so this is my way of learning about certain topics...doing it in a way that entertains me. the book is funny as hell. the characters are just great.

um, I'm really into love songs now. I like the sweetest thing by U2 tons and needles and pins, the ramones one.

yep...
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[19 Dec 2003|08:44pm]
I got gifts for my family done. sweet

dad-churchill biography.
little sister-billie holiday piano book
mom-russo book and some other one I forget the author
marie-paule-I seriously forget what books I got her but they are good.

bleh I was in such a bad mood today at work. tomorrow is the last day in this stupid 9 day straight stretch, then I'm going to the albert for a punk show which should be fun. this girl from work invited me to go to the toad tonight and I really want to go but I'm way too tired and I will be even more tired tomorrow. stupid being tired

I waitressed for 7 hours today and my cash got all screwed up so I only made 25$ tips. 10% would have been 54$ and I always make more than 10%. I'm mad.

if anyone wants to go see the movie at cinemateque. I forget the name of it, but it's some girl and her daughter and her boyfriend. well he proposes to her on TV and then her ex boyfriend/love of her life/father of her child sees and comes back to get her back, or something. I dunno. its supposed to be good. I think it plays until the 29th. sarah I'm lookin your way

and does anyone know where the expression catch 22 comes from?
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4th update today. I'm in an updating mood [16 Dec 2003|11:16pm]
| LAST .. |
Movie you rented:: Freaky Friday a few hours ago with my sisters.
Song you listened to: Lou Reed-She's my best friend
CD you bought:: Lady in Satin still. I dont buy very many CDs
Person you hugged:: well I was waitressing yesterday and this asshole table kept asking me to sing for them, which is pretty rude, but then as they were leaving the old man said "well since you won't sing for me you have to hug me" and before I could object he was hugging me. Seriously, I'm there to serve you food. Learn some restaurant etiquette
Person you kissed::I dont know
Person you touched:: my little sister and I were sitting on the couch together. we probably touched at some point
Word you said:: yep
Song you sang:: blah blah blah-iggy pop
Thing you ate:: popcorn
Thing you bought:: david bowie ticket
Person you called:: christina
Person you IMed:: mitch lavoie
Vacation you went on:: vancouver last summer
| DO YOU .. |:
Drink:: yes I do
Do drugs:: from time to time, but not usually when I'm not drinking
Play sports:: nope
Go to school:: nope
Want more piercings:: I have no peircings. sometimes I think I should go get my ears peirced but then I'd waste money on earings.
Believe in love:: yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Get good grades:: if I actually go to class I do
Smoke:: you should hear my cough
Like rollercoasters:: no I'm afraid of rides. you know the people who set them up are seriously sketchy and probably need sleep.
Drive:: no

| FOR OR AGAiNST |
Online Relationships:: well I'm not for them or against them. I wouldnt get involved with any internet guy, but hey if you want to that's you
The death penalty:: to be honest, I dont really care
Premarital Sex:: go for it
Homosexual Relationships:: well again, I am not a homosexual, but who am I to say who you date. go for it
Drinking & driving:: I think it's terrible.
Suicide:: haha I dont think most people are FOR suicide.
Using someone:: if we're being honest, everyone has done it a little right? I mean for petty reasons. I hated the girl who sat next to me in grade 12 english but she always had cigarettes she was generous with, so I was really nice to her
Teenage smoking:: it sort of sucks cause by the time you really realise how dumb it is, you have an addiction.
Underage drinking:: kids are going to drink. and I did and it was so fun. better to start earlier so you dont act like a child when you're older and drinking
Soap Operas: I dont watch em. I dont care what the other people do. I mean, I can't be against them really, I watch crappy reality shows
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here goes [16 Dec 2003|11:03pm]
1) Using band names (or singers in lizzy's version because she can't always think of bands), spell out your first name.

E- Edith Piaf
L- Lou Reed
I- Iggy Pop
S- Siouxie and the Banshees
A- Aaron Carter
B- The Beatles
E- Ella Fitzgerald
T- Tom Jones
H- Hot Hot Heat

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
- I wish. I just pretend someone wrote dizzy miss lizzy about me, even though it was the beatles

3) What song makes you cry?
- I have to be in a pretty emotional state for a song to make me cry. And then it doesnt really matter, just a song with meaning to me

4) What song makes you happy?
Gloria, the Patti Smith version

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
-I usually don't listen to music, I just read but from time to time I put on something relaxing, billie holiday or something, or velvet underground. I used to make relaxing mix tapes, so those too

6) Name a song by Coal Chamber.
- can't do it

7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?
- well there was my older sister and my parents, and no particular idol ever stuck with me though

8) First album you ever bought?
- guns n roses

9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why.
- reason to beleive, tim hardin reminds me of my dad, he used to play it on the guitar all the time and sing. and a few others he sang.
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joey fill this out [16 Dec 2003|05:51pm]
01. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
02. Am I loveable?
03. How long have you known me?
04. When and where did we first meet?
05. What was your first impression?
06. Do you still think that way about me now?
07. What do you think my weakness is?
08. Do you think I'll ever get married?
09. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. What is my best quality?
13. How well do you think you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think that I could kill someone?
17. Who would play me in a movie?
18. If I were to be a color, what one would I be?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
21. Do you think that I am stubborn?
22. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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[09 Dec 2003|01:11am]
I dont know if I have an account on the message board this was on so I'm using livejournal. use one band's lyrics to awnser all these questions. I used Patti Smith's lyrics. here goes...

Are you male or female?

-And I'm a woman and an individual

Describe yourself:

-Baby wants somethin', I want more
When I don't get it, I get blue, blue

How do you feel about people?

-The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy!
The nose is holy! The tongue and cock and hand
and asshole holy!
Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is
holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an
angel!

How do you feel about yourself?

-inside of me i'm crazy i'm just crazy. inside i must continue

Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/crush:

-just a boy

What would you rather be doing?

-Pissing in a river, watching it rise

Describe where you live:

-This damn city this dead city

Describe how you love:

i really felt happy
it really made me happy
and. um. i. i just wanted to thank you
because
you
you really really you made me
you made me feel good

Give us a few words of wisdom:

-people say "beware!"
but I don't care
the words are just
rules and regulations to me, me
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[23 Nov 2003|08:29pm]
time now: 8:10

do you shave? yes.

what do you shave? legs, armpits and bikini

what colour is your razor? green.
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hat size is your bed? single?

do you like it? I want a new one but my room wouldnt work with a bigger bed. I do like it enough though

Would you go naked in a bathtub with a naked old man/woman with each of you having a bar of soap and soap each other till the bars of soap run out for a million dollars? I dont see why not.

if world war III broke out, what would you say? I dont know

what's something a guy will wear that'll turn you on? I like plain white t shirts and jeans

is the world screwed? the world is caught up in alot of things. hopefully we'll all calm down

what's an object you can't live without? blankets? books?

can you live without the microwave? probably but a microwave is pretty handy

You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? I feel a little strange and try to act regular. and probably forget about it pretty soon after I see them

what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? the expression they have, their face

what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? you know. um, charisma.

which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? none

would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? tough call. I think pasta, but man, it'd be really tough to not eat sandwiches

do you want to drop school? I'm not in school

What do you think of sleep? I love it.

at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one them them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? it's likely, but not a 100% true statement

Are you a procrastinator? yes

what's an annoying trait about you? I'm socially akward

what colour is your jacket? denim

something you ALWAYS have on you? cigarettes, water, a book, my wallet, and lipgloss, all need to be in my purse

what do you think of guys with nailpolishes? it's ok. if it suits the personality it's not bad

Do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall asleep in 5 seconds? I read for about an hour and then I fall asleep

are you happy ? oh I'm highs and lows

favorite berries? raspberries

what's one facial feature you'd like to change about yourself? my lips.

colour's your towel? it varies

how's your happiness level right now? I'm fine. peaceful

who was the last person who complimented you? probably this guy jesse I work with. I'm not sure, but he always compliments me and I worked with him today

who do you wish you could kiss? I dont know. right now I would like to kiss...ummm...I'd like to kiss someone who was sad on the cheek. someone it would mean something to, but not someone I knew very well

isn't gondola a cool word? it's not bad, but I hate gondolas

(girls)what's something about guys you don't get? a ton of stuff. I dont have any close relationships with guys. I dont like to generalize too much though so I dont know what to say. Often I'll wonder why a person will act a certain way and my awnser will be "it's a guy thing"...whenever that's the case, I dont get it

if someone said you were hot, what would you think? I'd think they were insincere, drunk, or I'd be complimented

do you think you can afford to lose weight? yes I could

if you could dye your hair any colour, what would you dye it? a touch darker?

how was the survey? the questions were different which is good. but some were dumb

time finished: 8:30
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